--e-c-l-o-s-i-o-n--: Music
Pretending
(eclosion)
Gabriel Ayala 2006
I REALLY DON’T KNOW WHY
WHY YOU TRY AND FIGHT IT
YOU KNOW ITS NO GOOD
TO START PRETENDING
I KNOW THAT I CANT STOP
THAT I FEEL THE SAME WAY TOO
ITS NO USE PRETENDING
ITS NO USE PRETENDING
DON’T WANT TO FEEL THE HURTING
DON’T WANT TO HEAR THE SILENCE
BUT THE SCREAMING AND THE STOMPING ARE STRONGER THAN I REALIZED
I KNOW THAT I WONT STOP
FEAR TOO MUCH TO GIVE IN
ITS NO USE PRETENDING
ITS NO USE PRETENDING
NOW I WILL GO ON
TELL MYSELF ITS OK
FOR THE HOPE THAT I FOUND
FOR SOME PEACE THAT I’VE WON
THERE IS NO FUCKING USE
FOR ME TO PRETEND
ALL THAT I GAVE YOU IS ALL I HAVE LEFT
NO SECOND CHANCES FOR THINGS LEFT UNSAID
NO MORE EXCUSES FOR ME TO PRETEND
ITS NO USE PRETENDING
ITS NO USE PRETENDING
NOW I WILL GO ON
FOR THE HOPE THAT I FOUND
I DON'T WANT THIS ANYMORE